Labels: and i'm sure we'll be friends forever.

going to fum's house to celebrate ina's birthday(in advance)!
:D

hey guys.
i'm not doing super well):
bad results, injured like so much, gained weight, competition's on 6 april.
i think it is.
haha. sigh.
not emoing!
just feeling really lonely nowadays,
like i cant seem to find the real life i used to have.
the one where i had
freedom,
friends,
& fun.
maybe i'm just kind of down,
that's why i always feel more introverted and lonely nowadays.
must be the trainings!
right?
i really hope i do well for the comps and that my energy and time and effort will be worth it.
oh well.
life IS like that all the time right,
up and down.
i dont like it.):
i might not be doing napfa anyway cos of my back,
so i dont need to worry about my stamina.
hope you guys are fine so far:)

-

oh, and by the way,
dont worry about whether i'll forget you guys or not,
i will never.
i dont think i reallt fit in with anyone in this school,
but you guys are my family already(:
sorry if sometimes i'm moody or ignore you guys without knowing.
either i'm
-tired
-blur
-really had a bad training
so, sorry!

Labels: still LOVE you all.

Mawage is wot bwings us togeder tooday.
Mawage, that bwessed awangement,
that dweam wifin a dweam.

Hi :D

Bye :D

Love, Ven.

Sowy, I'm vewy bwored

Ina---> You have too, made new friends. Making new friends doesn't always mean to get to know a whole new person. I mean, I sort of lost touch with some of my old friends, but now I am friends with them, so I consider them new friends. Anyway, Jo, Rachel Yeung, Wong, Gillian, Andrea, Nat are all new friends!

Anyways, can we please not harp on this thing? It's making everyone sad and depressed. ):

Okay, I think what we need is time to cool off, which is perfect now, since it's the weekend. Let us make one thing clear: Everyone is welcome to make new friends, to spend recess with them, etc. We are all certainly happy that everyone is expanding their social circle, because realistically speaking, as we all mature, we will all definitely change, and we could change with our old friends, or we could drift apart. I don't think it is necessary for all of us to always spend recess with each other, and I don't think it's fair to anyone - I'm not pointing fingers here - if we get angry or anything with them just because they do not want to spend recess with us. That is just downright selfish if we restrict anyone. What they are doing is making new friends, but not forgetting the old. The recesses spent with each other does not define our friendship. Certainly, do not only spend time with the remaining bunch of us only because your other friends have left without you or anything. What we need to achieve is balance between two sides. Set aside one or two days to join your old friends and everything should be fine. I don't think we should force anyone to have recess with us, and if they decide to come back, we assume that we are just back-up friends. As friends, don't you think that we should welcome that person back with open arms? We are friends because of friendship's sake itself. Not because we spend all our time with each other. Let us all assume that I make friends with person A, and we have similar interests, we have similar perspectives and thinking styles, are you all going to restrict me from spending time with her? Are all of you going to regard me as an ingrate when I spend less time with you than that aforementioned person? If that is true, I think we should rethink our decisions and ponder over what our friendship really is about. Let us not harp on the friends drifting apart topic, because if our friendship proves to be real, I reckon we will stay binded despite us making new friends and spending time with them.

I love all of you, and if I could, I would never want to separate myself from all of you, but if you all really think realistically, do you honestly think it's possible that every single one of us will stay in contact? As we move on, be it different classes, different schools, we definitely won't be as close as we all were in secondary one. We may still be friends, when we pass we may still say hi and things, but it doesn't mean that we will maintain our level of closeness. There is a prime example here, I was very very very close to someone from P5 to P6, but in Secondary one, we both started changing, we clicked with other people who we share things with. We are still good friends, but it doesn't mean that she is still my ultimate best friend.

The bottom line is this: Everyone changes, and we will definitely drift apart, but it doesn't mean that we won't remain as friends. Let other people have recess with their new friends if they wish to do so, because that is how we all grow up and rediscover ourselves. I will repeat myself once more, our friendship is not based on how many recesses we go out with each other. Our friendship is defined by the bond we feel for each other, so say ten years from now, it is possible for us to become complete strangers, but it also possible that we will remain as friends. It's great to spend time with each other now and then, but it isn't necessary for every day, is it? Seeing how close we are, we will probably stay friends. And I hope that will never change, but as I've said before, everything changes.

Now don't start getting pissed and going insane at me just because I pointed this out. I am just taking a look from another perspective, and since none of this really concerns me, you can take this post and my opinion as an objective view. Feel free to comment on this, but please don't go crazy and angry and start yelling like crazy at me and saying how dare I think of this and how on earth can I ever mention the possibility of splitting up and maybe if that's how I feel maybe we shouldn't be friends anymore.

I am not saying I don't treasure our friendships, I am just saying: be open to changes.

I just have to mention something, yeah?
Is that My life is super screwed up right now.
I have stress from my family, friends and school.
The only reason why I go back to 2O to gather and chat with you lot,
Is so that I can cool down.
But I'll tell you something.
I'm sick with all your damn attitudes, yeah?
You guys ramble on and on about us splitting.
But Abby's right (I read a sentence of her post)
You lot arent' putting ANY effort into keeping ourselves together,
You few are the reason why we're splitting.
Tell me something.
If I go back in the morning to chill.
Face five fucked up attitudes.
And only two soothing ones.
But I spend the whole day in my class.
With twelve over soothing attitudes that help me chill.
And only one or two screwed attitudes.
Why would I go back to you guys?
Don't get me wrong. I still love you all.
But still.
I'm not trying to skip recess with you guys.
It's just if I feel that I fit in better with my new group of girls,
Than sitting with the lot of you guys and feeling weird.
Like yeah. Super pissed.
Why would I want to spoil my own mood as to have recess with you guys?
I'm snapping.
Like really snapping.
And you guys aren't helping one bit.
Especially YOUR attitude.
Yes.
Your attitude.
I can't stand it.
If you're think you are so high class.
What are you doing in MGS?
Honestly.
If someone does something wrong.
Can't you tell them nicely?
Not pull it out, AMPLIFY it and rub it into their faces?
What sort of bestfriend are you.
This morning(or yesterday),
I got stressed from the whole scene at 2o.
I went back to class after assembly.
And wow.
Just the person sitting beside me cheered me up.
And I'm sorry guys,
But the only thing that popped into my head was.
"Why do you even go back there?"
If things don't change soon.
I'm going to change.

Heelo.
Sorry abby if you felt that way.
But I wasn't really directing that to any particular individual.
ok, bye 8)
LOVE AMANDA.

hey guys, i just felt that i need to say something. so here it goes...

i know you guys have been saying things about "some of us really do make an effort. but some of you just don give a damn"
well obviously you guys are talking about me. its obvious.

12 people in G&B:
Me fum ina ger liau ger tan estherlee esthertoh sara amanda aqilah amadea and vivien

well, most of you guys at least have like one or 2 of the people in G&B who are in your class. so technically its easier for you guys to "make an effort to keep G&B alive." but have you ever thought, that like because you guys are in the same clas, you guys wll hang out together and it will be like what you guys say "keeping G&B alive". but for people like me who have like ZERO people from G&B in my class, and there is only becca and she's not ven part of G&B, it like harder for me, because there i am in a new class, where i am trying my best to make good friendships with the other students in my class. and recess is what i would call a time for me to bond, and if time after time, i have to be with you guys then how can i make friends with the others who are in my class? am i going to make my friendship only you guys and they i go back to class as a complete loser to you guys. i'm not saying anything bad, its just that, i wanna let you guys know what its not that i'm not giving a damn about you guys, i do care, i really do care. but its just that, i still need to bond withi the others. and i have sat with you guys during recess, but what's the point? no one talks to me, practically because you guys are all in the same class and i'm the 'odd one out'. so what's the point of eating with you guys when all i get is a 'hi abby' then nothing else, i just eat my food and go. so my point is that, practically more that ahfl of G&B are split into 2 classes, 2o and 2i. so when you guys have recess tgt, it will be that you guys are making an effort. and when i'm eating with nat and jean and the rest, i'm not even giving a damn?! then when i go to your table and say hi, no one talks to me, so tell me what's the point? you ask me to make and effort, i make an effort and no one cares, and i don't even feel welcomed.

so its not that "i don't give a damn" about you guys, and i'm not jsut going recess with my "new" friends and forgetting about the old.

i don't know what you guys expression may be about this post, it just that i feel abit offended that i was considered that i "didn't eve give a damn" and i just wanted to clear things out. how things will turn out, i don't know.

love, abby.

I guess the news is out! :) Don't spread it too much okay. It's not cast in stone yet, there's a 10 percent chance I'm staying. HAHAHAHA. Love you guys, even if we are drifting apart, we'll always be bound by G&B. :)

Hey babes!
yeah it really kind of does feel like we're 'breaking up'.
i mean, some of us have gotten closer to each other but some really have drifted further.
it is really sad. Remember what abs said and what we promised?

"I'm still not used to the fact that holidays have started,
to me its doesn't seem like a holiday,
i don't know.
its just like, i keep forgetting its holidays.
hiah...
this holiday will be one like none other.
because this year,
Gasichad and Balas were formed,
the bond we grew for each other,
is indescribable,
and separation is just not an option,
its like a death sentence."
What happened to that man.

Yes make new friends, but that does not mean we have to forget the old ones. Its G&B. The people who will always have your back.

So i really hope that everyone will like put in effort to keep G&B alive.
i know all theposts now are like quite depressing but.. hmm, kind of really need to get this out.

love,
SARA

Labels: love; ger liau:D

HEY SEXY, this blog's pretty dead YA?
Sorry I couldn't make it today. :P
Anyway Happy chinese new year!

So like what I've been noticing is that the gang's splitting up.
I mean its not that obvious but one day we're all not gonna sit with each other for reccess.
Some of you guys have found other friends to hang with?
And its really sad ):
Cause' the blog's name says TOGETHER FOREVER.
):
See my point?
Try to hang out more often k?
If not one day we'll just pass each other by and not even say hi ):

Anyway bye!
See you guys(ger & sara) on Sunday :D
& the rest of you on wednesday!

THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE

hey babes!
I was reading all of the g+b people's blogs today and got really emotional.
I agree with you guys. Like we really don't love things enough things until its gone. I did not know that i would miss 1o so much. its crazy i've never loved a class so much. The best class ever! All the funny retarded stuff we used to do. 2008 really was not long enough for me. I know we still have have each other and can stay gasichadbalas, it will take a lot of effort which i hope EVERYONE will put in. The way we bonded last year was incredible and crazy and super awesome. Hopefully we'll get even closer this year, how hard it may be. (:

Love all of you to death
(sounds crazy weird coming from me huh.)
SARA

hey babes!
I just listened to check yes juliet and thought of ya'll and pretty much the whole of 1o
Miss 1o so so much
We should have a class party.
FUM! start planning!

love you guys!
SARA

hello my sexy people!
guess what!
your awesome abby is going to turn older than all of you in just 17 minutes!
muhahahhahahahahha

yay me!
14 years old here i comeeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!

Hey babes!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hope ya'll had a great countdown to the new year
and the awesomest year ahead!
Can't wait to see you guys on friday

LOVE YOU GUYS
SARA

noooooooo.
Mrs chong is my form teacher next year!
SAVE ME GUYS! );

hey guys.
school is starting in 4 days time!
SADDD.
:(
ugh.
hate school.
bleh.
anyway, see you guys this friday.
and if you're still intending to go out, fum, then let me know when's the date.
thanks.
love ya! <3

geraldine!:D

Hey!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS guys!!!
i know its one day late but... better late than never right
haha. Well to those of you who did not know or to those who care, its JARED LETO'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!
esther toh says hi! she cant log in haha.
If you see her online or something give her the password and all ok. thanks.

Thats pretty much all i have to say right now.
Miss you guys so so much!
Yeah we should have lunch together on the first day.

love ya'll
SARA

OK! :D
I wan.

baibai
(:

DID YOU KNOW HITLER ONLY HAS ONE BALL!
whhhoooooa.

Bai!
Love Superman.
(da)

hey guys.
i wont be able to be in the same class as anyone of you all next year.
yea.
sucks to be me.
i'm going to study like crazy next year.
and train like crazy too.
so i probably wouldnt give myself a life for awhile.
anyway, i will be on holiday from the 15th to 26th dec.
so i cant go out.
have fun guys.
see you next year or something.
oh. and relink me, i cant get into the template. not an admin.
(go to my old blog for the new link.)

okay sara.
i just added something.
so now you cna see who the author is.
and we don't need to write our names.
you're welcome everyone.

wtv. abs

why is sara so (how would i say this?) abit fierce.
maybe not fierce but strict.
or wtv.

oh wells.
i've given up on this blog.
its kinda pathetic.
hmm,
i have many things to say.
but i can't say them because its won't do any good.

hiah.

wtv.
bye
abigail

Hey. yay! people finally blogged. And i say people because no one leaves their name after they post. And its quite hard to know who posted what. Its great that you guys are blogging here. But please leave your name. Keep the blog alive! Who can make it for lunch on thursday?

SARA